Albert Fish confessed to a hundred crimes after his arrest, each one of them more depraved than the last.
In November of 1934, Albert Fish sent a letter to a woman he had called on six years prior.
“Dear Mrs. Budd, … On June 3, 1928, I called on you at 406 W. 15 St. and brought you pot cheese and strawberries. We had lunch. Grace sat on my lap and kissed me. I made up my mind to eat her.”
The bizarre, rambling letter that Mrs. Delia Flanagan Budd received on that cold November evening began with a tale of a Chinese deckhand with a taste for human flesh. It ended with a harrowing and detailed description of her daughter’s murder.
Albert Fish, The Gray Man, Is Born
Hamilton Howard “Albert” Fish had many names: the Brooklyn Vampire, the Werewolf of Wysteria, the Gray Man.
Small, quiet, and unassuming, he had a face that blended in with the crowd and a private life that would have frightened even the most hardened criminals.
As a child, Fish was plagued by mental illness — as were a number of his family members. His brother was in an asylum, his uncle was diagnosed with mania, and his mother experienced regular hallucinations.
His father was 75 years old at the time of Fish’s birth and died not long into his childhood — leaving Fish to the mercies of an unstable family life and, when they could no longer look after him, a state orphanage.
It was there that he conceived a passion for pain.
The caretakers at the orphanage regularly beat the children and even occasionally encouraged the children to hurt each other. But while the other children lived in fear of painful punishments, Fish reveled in them.
He came to enjoy pain, associating it with pleasure and, in time, sexual gratification. When his mother, back on her feet and financially self-sufficient again, removed him from the orphanage and brought him to live with her, Fish continued to administer his own beatings.
In 1882, he began a relationship with a telegraph boy, who introduced him to the sexual practices of urolagnia and coprophagia, or the consumption of human waste.
Eventually, his sadomasochistic tendencies led him to an obsession with sexual self-mutilation. He would regularly embed needles into his groin and abdomen and flog himself with a nail-studded paddle.
Fish Becomes A Danger To Others
Inevitably, Albert Fish became curious about others’ pain, too.
In 1910, while working as a house painter in Delaware, Fish met Thomas Kedden. Fish and Kedden began a sadomasochistic relationship, though it is unknown how much of it Kedden actually consented to.
In later descriptions of the affair, Fish would hint that Kedden was perhaps intellectually disabled — though it was always difficult to sort fact from fiction in Fish’s tales.
Ten days after their initial meeting, Fish lured Kedden to an abandoned farmhouse under the pretense of an assignation — but when Kedden arrived, he found himself locked inside.
For two weeks, Fish tortured Kedden. The budding killer mutilated the other man’s body and cut off half his penis. Then, as suddenly as he had arrived, Fish disappeared, leaving Kedden with a ten-dollar bill for his trouble.
By 1917, Fish was having difficulty concealing the symptoms of severe mental illness. His wife — a woman his mother had introduced him to — left him for one of the family’s borders.
He began having auditory hallucinations. At one point, he recalled wrapping himself in a carpet on the instructions of John the Apostle.
And he was now a single parent, responsible for raising his six children alone. Though his own claim he never abused them, during their lifetimes he reportedly continuously abused other young children, mostly boys.
But his kids did notice his odd behavior. Several of the games he taught them had strange, sadomasochistic elements.
Fish was also beginning to develop an obsession with cannibalism. As a precursor to consuming human bodies, he began to eat raw meat — meals he often invited his children to share.
Albert Fish Commits Murder
By 1919, his obsession with torture and cannibalism had brought him to contemplate murder. He began to look for vulnerable children, such as intellectually disabled orphans or homeless black children — youths the state of New York wasn’t keeping track of.
He would claim at his trial and in later writings that God was speaking to him, commanding him to torture and consume young children.
He scoured advertisements in local papers put out by families looking for someone to perform housework, or by young men looking for work themselves.
It was through one of these advertisements that he found young Grace Budd.
Grace wasn’t always Albert Fish’s intended target; it was her older brother that he had set his sights on.
The brother, Edward Budd, was looking for work on a farm or in the country — that’s why he put out the ad Fish encountered. Fish was planning on “hiring” Edward and bringing him out to his country house to torture him.
Thus, under the false name Frank Howard, Fish called on the Budd family in their Manhattan home.
He claimed to have some farm work upstate that needed doing, and he was also looking for some help around the house. Was Edward interested?
Edward was inclined to take the job from the unremarkable, gray-faced gentleman.
But suddenly Fish’s interest shifted. While Edward was mulling over his offer, Fish noticed a young girl standing behind her parents: 10-year-old Grace.
He had a new plan, and he didn’t waste any time.
While discussing his fictitious farm and the imaginary work Edward would undertake, Fish casually mentioned that he was in town to visit his niece and attend her birthday party. Would little Grace like to join him?
Albert Fish, the unassuming-looking stranger, convinced Delia and Albert Budd to let him take their daughter along to his niece’s birthday party.
They never saw her again.
What Happened To Grace Budd?
Fish took Grace, dressed in her Sunday best, to his house upstate, the same one he had intended to use as a torture chamber for her brother.
According to the letter sent to Delia Budd, along with his confession, Fish hid in an upstairs bedroom — naked, so as not to get blood on his clothing — while Grace picked wildflowers in the yard.
Then he called her inside. When she screamed at the sight of him, he killed her, strangling her before she could flee. He would tell her mother that he cut her body into pieces and ate her.
The letter, which had clearly been intended to cause panic within the Budd home, proved Albert Fish’s downfall.
The paper he had written the letter on happened to be a piece of stationery from the New York Private Chauffeur’s Benevolent Association. Police inquired with the company and found that the paper had been left behind by a janitor from the company at a rooming house he’d been staying at.
At the same rooming house, a man named Albert Fish was renting a place. Upon learning that Fish bore a strong resemblance to Frank Howard, Grace Budd’s kidnapper, the police set up an interview.
To their surprise, Fish confessed in an instant, practically tripping over himself to reveal the precise details of what he’d done to Grace Budd — as well as dozens of other children.
In the end, only three children could be concretely proven to be his victims.
His trial clearly demonstrated that Fish was insane — but the jury, according to one member, felt Fish should be executed anyway, and he was found both sane and guilty. The electric chair would be his fate.
In January of 1936, shortly before he was executed, he was allowed to write a series of notes on his crimes to be handed over to journalists working on the case.
His lawyer took one look at the notes and refused to turn them over.
“I will never show it to anyone,” he said. “It was the most filthy string of obscenities that I have ever read.”