Linda Kasabian Was Charles Manson’s Lover Until She Brought The Whole Manson Family To Justice

Published April 1, 2019
Updated September 15, 2019
Published April 1, 2019
Updated September 15, 2019

This is the story of Linda Kasabian, the Manson Family's getaway driver who would ultimately be the woman responsible for Charles Manson's downfall.

Linda Kasabian

Los Angeles Public LibraryLinda Kasabian waits in the car outside of the courtroom during the Manson Family murder trial. Aug. 11, 1970.

As the star witness in the Manson Family murder trial, Linda Kasabian, made her way into the courtroom she caught the eye of a man she knew well. It was Charles Manson — with whom she’d lived, made love, and now against who she was going to testify.

Where Kasabian once saw a message of love and understanding in his eyes, she now saw only hate. The man she’d once thought of as a messiah was glared at her as he traced a finger across his neck.

Kasabian knew full well what Charles Manson was capable of especially since she had herself been a member of the Manson Family, his personal cult. She had lived on the Family’s compound and joined in on their wild, drug-fueled experiments in free love. She’d even been there during the murders, sitting outside in the getaway car, listening to the victims scream while her friends plunged knives into their stomachs.

Though the Manson Family members were among the first people who’d ever made Kasabian feel accepted and understood, seeing them blood-stained after having massacred a pregnant woman had been far too much for her. Somebody had to stop them. And Linda Kasabian was the only person who could do it.

Young Linda Kasabian Joins A Cult

Charles Manson In Court

Los Angeles Public LibraryCharles Manson in court. March 6, 1970.

“A lot of what happened to Linda is my fault,” Kasabian’s mother Joyce Bryd lamented. “Like all teenagers, Linda had problems but, when she came to me to talk about them, I didn’t give her much time.”

Kasabian’s mother struggled with a question American society had wrestled with ever since the Manson Family murders: why would any woman follow Charles Manson? Byrd blamed herself but Kasabian blamed her step-father. It was the abuse from Byrd’s second husband, Kasabian claimed, that made her run away from home at the age of 16. From then on, Kasabian was on her own and traveled around America experimenting with drugs and men in search of a sense of belonging.

When she met Manson in 1969, she was at the tail end of a failed experiment in filling that void with a family of her own. She’d married a man named Robert Kasabian and given him a daughter with a second child on the way. Her new family, though, was already falling apart. Mr. Kasabian had abandoned her and their child in Los Angeles while he went off to South America, leaving the Mrs. lonely and desperate for love.

Life With The Manson Family

Manson Compound Spahn Ranch

Los Angeles Public LibraryThe Manson compound, Spahn Ranch.

To Linda Kasabian, the Manson Family represented the love she so desperately craved. When a friend invited her out to a party at Spahn Ranch, Charles Manson’s compound, Linda was only too eager to go. For her, it was all part of a religious pilgrimage. Charles Manson appeared Christ-like to her, and Kasabian believed that he could see through her in a way no one ever had. When Manson told her that she had a “father hang-up,” she became convinced that he was the first person to truly understand her. She made love to him that night.

Soon enough, Kasabian became the newest member of the Family. Her life became a daily routine of LSD, music, dancing, orgies, and as Kasabian put it, “just being free.” In Manson, she believed that she had found the father, lover, and God she was looking for — and all in a single man. She believed she would do anything for him, even kill.

Manson Family Murderers

Los Angeles Public LibraryThree Manson Family Murderers: Leslie Van Houten, Susan Atkins, and Patricia Krenwinkel. 1971.

On Aug. 9, 1969, Charles Manson told Linda Kasabian to get a knife, a change of clothing, and her driver’s license. Linda didn’t know why but she didn’t ask any questions. She imagined they’d be up to mischief, but she had no idea that, by the end of that night, she would be an accomplice in the murder of five people.

“I felt excited,” Linda Kasabian later recalled. “Special. Chosen.”

She drove Charles “Tex” Watson, Susan Atkins, and Patricia Krenwinkel to the massive Hollywood mansion and home of the famous director Roman Polanski and his eight-months-pregnant wife, Sharon Tate.

Kasabian knew they would be breaking in, but she didn’t know anyone would die or at least, not until another car pulled into the driveway. Tex Watson quickly climbed out and approached the 18-year-old driver. Kasabian silently watched as Tex raised a revolver to the boy’s face and slashed his wrist with a knife. The boy helplessly pleaded for his life, but the killer was unmoved, rapidly firing four shots into him.

Tex then ordered Kasabian to wait outside as he and the other girls would go in and she would be their lookout. Her job was to listen for any commotion. Surely this meant the sounds of police and neighbors, but instead the sounds that flooded Kasabian’s ears were coming from inside the house. As she described during the trial:

“I heard a man scream out, ‘No! No!’ Then I just heard screams. I just heard screams at that point. I don’t have any words to describe how a scream is. I never heard it before… It seemed like forever, infinite.”

Kasabian Can Take No More

Patricia Krenwinkel

Los Angeles Public LibraryPatricia “Katie” Krenwinkel, the 22-year-old girl who participated in the Tate Murders. Circa March to July 1970.

Linda Kasabian could listen no more to the screams. She ran towards the house desperate to make it stop, but inside the mansion was too horrible for her. She found her close friends carving up the body of the pregnant Hollywood actress Sharon Tate. Linda herself was pregnant as well. Then, a blood-soaked man stopped her and stumbled out of the door and clumsily clung onto a post, struggling not to collapse to the ground. As Linda described it:

“He had blood all over his face and he was standing by a post, and we looked into each other’s eyes for a minute, and I said, ‘Oh, God, I am so sorry. Please make it stop.’ And then he just fell to the ground into the bushes.”

Susan Atkins came out of the house after him. “Please,” Kasabian called out to her friend. “Make it stop.”

Atkins met her eye. For a second, Kasabian must have thought that she had the power to put an end to this. But before anyone said another word, Tex came through the door, knife in hand, and started to stab the fallen man into his head.

Meanwhile, through the open doorway, Kasabian could see fellow Family member Patricia Krenwinkel with a knife raised up over her head chasing a woman in a white gown. As the helpless woman cried for her mother, Patricia thrust the knife again and again into her body. Kasabian could barely hear the response of her friend Atkins:

“It is too late.”

Charles Tex Watson In Court

Los Angeles Public LibraryCharles “Tex” Watson during the trial. March 1, 1971.

Kasabian didn’t run away that night. She drove the killers back to Spahn Ranch and listened to Krenwinkel complain about how she’d hurt her hand stabbing the woman in white to death. Then at the ranch, Kasabian remained still and quiet as she listened to Charles Manson chew them out for being sloppy. The next night, Manson said, he would go with them and make sure they committed the same horrendous crime properly.

Manson was as good as his word. He joined Kasabian, Tex, Krenwinkel, and a new killer, Leslie Van Houren, as they broke into the home of Leno and Rosemary LaBianca. Manson personally tied the victims up and had Kasabian take him for a drive while the others killed them.

He wanted Kasabian to kill the next victim herself. He handed her a knife, told her to drive to the home of actor Saladin Nader, and ordered her to slit his throat as soon as he opened the door.

“Charlie, I am not you,” Linda pleaded, “I cannot kill anybody.”

Charles Manson barely seemed to realize she’d said a word. He just went on describing in horrid detail how to stick the knife into the actor’s throat. Kasabian only had one hope to save Nader’s life. When they got to his apartment, she deliberately knocked on the wrong door. When a stranger opened, Linda loudly said: “Oh, excuse me. Wrong door.” It worked. The other killers with her believed Nader was gone, and one man, at least, got out of the Manson’s killing spree alive.

Less than 48 hours later, Linda Kasabian snuck out of the ranch. She ran through the night, a mad dash to the only home she had left: her mother’s.

The Star Witness

Linda Kasabian Surrenders

Los Angeles Public LibraryLinda Kasabian at a Los Angeles court shortly after surrendering to the New Hampshire Police. Sept. 1, 1970.

Linda Kasabian turned herself in. She told the police everything and promised to testify against the Manson Family. She added that didn’t care what happened to her and that she just wanted the killings to stop. “She never asked for immunity from prosecution,” recalled prosecutor Vincent Bugliosi, “but we gave it.”

There were more forces working against Kasabian than just the prosecutors, though. There was the Family, which had openly threatened to kill her if she testified. Then there was the defense lawyer who had no qualms with dragging her name through the mud, calling her a drug addict, a psychopath, a liar, and even framing her as the mastermind behind the killings.

Kasabian had to relive every horrible moment of what she had witnessed in front of a jury and a slurry of reporters who would ensure that this would be her legacy and that for the rest of her life, she would be remembered as a woman who took part in the horrifying cult murders of Charles Manson and Family.

It was a trial for Kasabian both inside and out. When they showed pictures of the crime scene in court, Kasabian broke down in tears. While she cried, the killers just stared with cold, expressionless gazes on their faces at the mutilated bodies of their victims.

Aftermath And Kasabian’s Later Life

Manson Family Shaved Heads

Los Angeles Public LibraryMembers of the Manson Family with their heads shaved in protest of Charles Manson’s conviction. 1971.

Linda Kasabian would never forgive herself. Years later, she still felt like she had gotten off too easy, “I could never accept the fact that I was not punished for my involvement.”

Life, though, doled out its own punishments. Kasabian avoided being locked behind bars but after the case, which brought her every sexual proclivity to light, her marriage and relationships fell apart. She would have been alone if not for the Secret Service which hounded her every step for years to make sure she wasn’t just another killer waiting to pounce.

Linda Kasabian in a 1988 interview.

The media followed right behind them all too eager to get any printable word they could on the Manson Family murderers. In time, she managed to disappear and hide and lived under an assumed name to keep the media away. When the media finally tracked her down in 2009, Kasabian was living alone in a trailer park in abject poverty.

There’s no reward for doing the right thing. Kasabian stayed out of jail, but she was stuck in a figurative prison within the outside world where she was trapped by a wall of paparazzi and slander that kept her from living a normal life. But Kasabian’s solace was that she had put an end to the Manson massacres. Whatever she had to lose to make it happen, she ended the terror of Manson and his followers.

“I doubt,” Bugliosi admitted, “we would have convicted Manson without her.”


Next, find out what happened to the other members of the Manson Family and learn about Kathleen Maddox, Charles Manson’s mother.

Mark Oliver
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